Last night we met one of the men that we had been talking to online. I'm totally impressed, we all got along famously and plan to go ahead with the next step which is a play night with said man.
I'm looking forward to being with him. It's not our first time to bring another man into our bedroom, however it is the first time that pet will not be a full partner in the activities, always before it was us and other.. this time it will be me with other and pet watching, perhaps getting to mess with me a little but he will be either in his Neosteel or tied up so he can't get off.
It seems that we look very hard core on this blog, but in actuality we really aren't so Hard.. we do tie up and restrain, but we don't even touch most BDSM activities when I look at some actually BDSM Sites I think we've hardly scratched the surface and I'm not sure I want to.
The children make our play nights very interesting as I always must keep and ear open for them, I'm really looking forward to when they are old enough to be shipped off to places lol The oldest is now doing a few sleepovers but the other 2 are a ways away yet. Getting the time to play, or even having the energy can be hard.. Pet and I decided before we had children that no matter what sex was a priority to us no matter what something would happen, when one of us wanted it too. Yes there are times where there isn't any play at all and strictly vanilla, heck there are times where we'll look at each other and realize it's been over a week. Every couple has periods like that don't let anyone tell you they don't. But, you must always be up and willing to get back into it. Sex begets sex, the more you have it the more you want it.
Me I am a Major Nympho at least that's what the pet says. I think most women would be if they would just allow themselves to be.
Anyway All for now. But please like I said before leave a comment if you can or even just respond to say Hi.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
tonights the night
Tonight we meet with one of the gentlemen that we've selected to talk to.. I'm excited and nervous and wanting very much for things to go well and we all hit it off.
Remember that while pet doesn't have to much to say about it , I do want him to like the man that I choose as a lover. Whether it's for one night or on going they have to like each other.
On a side note kind of, went to the strippers last night and really enjoyed my time.. Was really hoping my number would be drawn to go backstage where i could have gotten a little more frisky with the guys but it was fun.. did a few body shots. But man i'd have loved to do more with some of the dancers or even better some of the shot guys.. they were freaking HOT!!
I had friends look at me a little nuts while doing the body shots. I can't decide if they were just unbelieving of my behavior or jealous or what.
Pet got off on it and wished it had went further too.
Remember that while pet doesn't have to much to say about it , I do want him to like the man that I choose as a lover. Whether it's for one night or on going they have to like each other.
On a side note kind of, went to the strippers last night and really enjoyed my time.. Was really hoping my number would be drawn to go backstage where i could have gotten a little more frisky with the guys but it was fun.. did a few body shots. But man i'd have loved to do more with some of the dancers or even better some of the shot guys.. they were freaking HOT!!
I had friends look at me a little nuts while doing the body shots. I can't decide if they were just unbelieving of my behavior or jealous or what.
Pet got off on it and wished it had went further too.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Fun
Pet and I had a good time yesterday.. we spent some time shoping, Got a few new toys,
Pet was gifted with a rather large dildo (whom i think has become his new best friend, lol)
as well as a hood.
We also bought a corset for me which I love, and made me feel extreamly sexy in, Think we'll have to buy a few more. as well as a collar for me.. Now i know some doms don't do collars on themselves but I really like wearing one. it's cute and feminine and very much me.
We decided to christen the toys and so set up a scene I very much enjoyed the expression on pets face when i was all in my corset, stockings and collar, I think it made a rather nice picture. I know pet took some so will see about placing one on here.
Pet gave me oral and watched while I pleasured myself before we began so the pressure was off me to cum the rest of the night. (which I didn't)
We started with pet sucking my dildo which he very much loves to do and will do it for ages if i let him. I unlocked him after he was done knowing that I was going to let him cum I wanted to have free access to all parts of his body.. I quickly placed him on the bench and made use of Cuffs, and the locks and had him locked into place, I then proceeded to saran wrap his middle and thighs to the bench so that he was tight and could barely move, all the while he was blindfolded with the hood as well as sound deprived as I had Hot, by Avril Lavigne, playing on repeat with my ipod, So here was my pet sense deprived, as well as locked to the bench it was a wonderful sight let me assure you.
I couldn't help myself and had to spank him.. LOL luckily i had the excuse that he had some coming, I used our strap which is rather heavy and carries a rather nice sting to it, His cheeks quickly flared to red and I was a happy girl.
I also used the flogger but left the cane alone, I am still learning to use the cane and the last time I used it I left bruises that took several weeks to heal, I'm hesitant now on using it although i really like it to..
It was then to get to the even funner part of using the strap on, Now again this is not for everyone but pet really does enjoy it. and i don't mine putting it to use.. it really is fun to rape pet.
I started out with a smaller cock, wanting to lure pet into a false sense of security.. although when i left him a few minutes later to exchange it for the largest we own, I'm sure he knew what i was up to. lol..
regardless I didn't give him much wiggle room to avoid it and before he knew it I was pumping my big black cock in and out of him. the amount of precum coming out of his was rather nice to see. Note to self: make sure we collect that for pets licking opportunity next time. ROFL...
Soon i was getting tired as we started rather late and we get up very early to get one of the young ones off to school. so I started unlocking my little sissy while still fucking him. Soon he was free and he thought we were done. I left my cock in him and told him to start fucking himself.. this is always a pleasure to see and leaves me open to do other things in this case I made him start to eat me out again.. I'm sure nothing could have turned pet more on unless of course one of the potential studs could have been there to fuck me while he continued to pump in and out with my cock..
feeling more then a little turned on and knowing pet would like it I asked if he wanted to fuck me.. he was enthusiastic about it and so he got a small taste of my pussy or course, he was still holding on to my cock for me so he had to pull out fast as he was very close to coming, at this stage still Horney and wanting cock.. (really need to select my stud and set up first date) I turned to him and with a devilish grin told him to get a condom, put it on and fuck my ass. the look on his face was stunning his eyes glazed over and all thought of anything else seemed to stop.
Before long he was in my ass, but pet needs to work on his stamina there, it wasn't but 2 min before he was cumming and left his mistress high and very wet lol..
I think tonight he will pay for it and the only one cumming will be me. ;)
Pet was gifted with a rather large dildo (whom i think has become his new best friend, lol)
as well as a hood.
We also bought a corset for me which I love, and made me feel extreamly sexy in, Think we'll have to buy a few more. as well as a collar for me.. Now i know some doms don't do collars on themselves but I really like wearing one. it's cute and feminine and very much me.
We decided to christen the toys and so set up a scene I very much enjoyed the expression on pets face when i was all in my corset, stockings and collar, I think it made a rather nice picture. I know pet took some so will see about placing one on here.
Pet gave me oral and watched while I pleasured myself before we began so the pressure was off me to cum the rest of the night. (which I didn't)
We started with pet sucking my dildo which he very much loves to do and will do it for ages if i let him. I unlocked him after he was done knowing that I was going to let him cum I wanted to have free access to all parts of his body.. I quickly placed him on the bench and made use of Cuffs, and the locks and had him locked into place, I then proceeded to saran wrap his middle and thighs to the bench so that he was tight and could barely move, all the while he was blindfolded with the hood as well as sound deprived as I had Hot, by Avril Lavigne, playing on repeat with my ipod, So here was my pet sense deprived, as well as locked to the bench it was a wonderful sight let me assure you.
I couldn't help myself and had to spank him.. LOL luckily i had the excuse that he had some coming, I used our strap which is rather heavy and carries a rather nice sting to it, His cheeks quickly flared to red and I was a happy girl.
I also used the flogger but left the cane alone, I am still learning to use the cane and the last time I used it I left bruises that took several weeks to heal, I'm hesitant now on using it although i really like it to..
It was then to get to the even funner part of using the strap on, Now again this is not for everyone but pet really does enjoy it. and i don't mine putting it to use.. it really is fun to rape pet.
I started out with a smaller cock, wanting to lure pet into a false sense of security.. although when i left him a few minutes later to exchange it for the largest we own, I'm sure he knew what i was up to. lol..
regardless I didn't give him much wiggle room to avoid it and before he knew it I was pumping my big black cock in and out of him. the amount of precum coming out of his was rather nice to see. Note to self: make sure we collect that for pets licking opportunity next time. ROFL...
Soon i was getting tired as we started rather late and we get up very early to get one of the young ones off to school. so I started unlocking my little sissy while still fucking him. Soon he was free and he thought we were done. I left my cock in him and told him to start fucking himself.. this is always a pleasure to see and leaves me open to do other things in this case I made him start to eat me out again.. I'm sure nothing could have turned pet more on unless of course one of the potential studs could have been there to fuck me while he continued to pump in and out with my cock..
feeling more then a little turned on and knowing pet would like it I asked if he wanted to fuck me.. he was enthusiastic about it and so he got a small taste of my pussy or course, he was still holding on to my cock for me so he had to pull out fast as he was very close to coming, at this stage still Horney and wanting cock.. (really need to select my stud and set up first date) I turned to him and with a devilish grin told him to get a condom, put it on and fuck my ass. the look on his face was stunning his eyes glazed over and all thought of anything else seemed to stop.
Before long he was in my ass, but pet needs to work on his stamina there, it wasn't but 2 min before he was cumming and left his mistress high and very wet lol..
I think tonight he will pay for it and the only one cumming will be me. ;)
Friday, September 5, 2008
things that are happening.
as I mentioned previously pet has been wareing his belt frequintly as of late, this being that for his birthday he's getting one of his biggest wishes, to be belted for 3 months. If things go well he will stay belted until christmas, (he will be allowed out for better cleanings ect.. ) but there will be no intercourse, touching ect.. just a cleaning and back in..
He will also be cuckolded at least once during this period we are talking to a few prospects now. and I'm itching to get the ball moving.. The prospect of being with another man while pet is locked securely away turns me on like crazy. It's not wrong if he's in the room right???
somewhere along the way my moral compass says yes.. but the libido and mind say do it anyway we'll only live once and he wants to see me being fucked and enjoyed as much as i want it so why the hell not.
i plan to make him absolutely tortured by it all.. plugs, nipple teasing and pegging will all be included as well as many many times he will be made to service, even if I don't get off he will become intimate with me and will perhaps learn to please me better. I figure by the end he'll do just about anything to get out and fuck me but who knows if the stud and I are having fun.. he may have to wait a long time or live with having second crack.
He will also be cuckolded at least once during this period we are talking to a few prospects now. and I'm itching to get the ball moving.. The prospect of being with another man while pet is locked securely away turns me on like crazy. It's not wrong if he's in the room right???
somewhere along the way my moral compass says yes.. but the libido and mind say do it anyway we'll only live once and he wants to see me being fucked and enjoyed as much as i want it so why the hell not.
i plan to make him absolutely tortured by it all.. plugs, nipple teasing and pegging will all be included as well as many many times he will be made to service, even if I don't get off he will become intimate with me and will perhaps learn to please me better. I figure by the end he'll do just about anything to get out and fuck me but who knows if the stud and I are having fun.. he may have to wait a long time or live with having second crack.
The Fun has started
Pet and I have been playing well the last few weeks. The belt has been on frequently.. and he's been getting plugged, it's been a lot of fun. but a piece is still missing, I'm often left feeling frustrated and not sated.
I swear it's because I'm such a hard come.. even by myself w vibrator it will take forever.. it completely sucks and i don't think we've ever really hit the mark so to speak I can come clitoral but have never vaginally.. Constantly frustrated seems to be my cross to bare.
I think this will be news to pet, but it seems that is just how it is.. I pretend well for his benefit although sometimes I do get what i perceive as close it never seems to peak for me. Maybe I just don't know my body well enough, haven't had enough sexual partners to know what i like. It's all very confusing. I enjoy sex though and seem to have a body that's made for it, I get sopping wet and I respond well to stimulus LOL.
Pet turns me on easily but it seems the follow through isn't there. I really get off on fucking him, I like all the things we do.. but I seem to feel gypped which is so not how this is supposed to work. Maybe I've just read to many romance novels and expect it to come off easy.. but I really wish things would shape up.. you'd think with the amount of years we've had of practice something would work out right.
Pet of course seems to do not much more then irritate when he sticks his fingers in, and he doesn't get the tongue work right although it certainly feels good. I'm starting to think of myself as a failure which is never something I would consider myself. I want to be the MILF, I want to get off, I want my pet or another to be able to lay his hands, mouth on me and get me to come. I'm sure if I lay off the vibrators and eggs that would happen but that's about the only way I'm getting any sort of relieve as short lived as it is.
This didn't quite turn out to be the post i wanted it to be so will be blogging another one shortly but sometimes i think it's important to be honest.
I swear it's because I'm such a hard come.. even by myself w vibrator it will take forever.. it completely sucks and i don't think we've ever really hit the mark so to speak I can come clitoral but have never vaginally.. Constantly frustrated seems to be my cross to bare.
I think this will be news to pet, but it seems that is just how it is.. I pretend well for his benefit although sometimes I do get what i perceive as close it never seems to peak for me. Maybe I just don't know my body well enough, haven't had enough sexual partners to know what i like. It's all very confusing. I enjoy sex though and seem to have a body that's made for it, I get sopping wet and I respond well to stimulus LOL.
Pet turns me on easily but it seems the follow through isn't there. I really get off on fucking him, I like all the things we do.. but I seem to feel gypped which is so not how this is supposed to work. Maybe I've just read to many romance novels and expect it to come off easy.. but I really wish things would shape up.. you'd think with the amount of years we've had of practice something would work out right.
Pet of course seems to do not much more then irritate when he sticks his fingers in, and he doesn't get the tongue work right although it certainly feels good. I'm starting to think of myself as a failure which is never something I would consider myself. I want to be the MILF, I want to get off, I want my pet or another to be able to lay his hands, mouth on me and get me to come. I'm sure if I lay off the vibrators and eggs that would happen but that's about the only way I'm getting any sort of relieve as short lived as it is.
This didn't quite turn out to be the post i wanted it to be so will be blogging another one shortly but sometimes i think it's important to be honest.
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