Pet wants me to bring in income as a phone mommy, honestly i just feel silly and such while on the phone, doesn't help that i really hate talking on the phone and find it hard to know what to say especially a stranger who until that moment i have no interaction with. He sees it as a great way to earn an income and it's true I could make a lot of money that way but it just feels weird and forced the several call i have made. I do plan to try again. hopefully with some direction from someone who has done it before but we need to actually get her back into the game for that to work.
I have some other ideas that I already know i'm good at and that are fun for me as well.. of course some are hard to implement at this time due to safety and such.. selling panties is one, doming men is another, pretty sure i could make good money doing what I like to do for free :) no sex involved just tying men up, making them grovel at my feet, pegging their sorry asses while i'm fully clothed and they are feeling vulnerable and helpless... These are things i don't feel stupid while doing the thing is how to do it so everyone involved is safe and no harm comes, and the safe also means my reputation as an upstanding citizen still intact. thats what worries me about setting up an escort service type adventure the fact that I then need a license which registers me to the city which is then searchable to anyone who chooses.. *sigh* and this is something I would do not only because I enjoy it but because it would be good money.. I WANT A DUNGEON!! LOL.
As to other things pet doesn't seem to take seriously that I requested a blog awhile ago... there is a beating now as I gave him 2 days to do one and still nothing. Bad bad Pet. I also think a drink of urine is in store for him. (large and heavily concentrated I believe is in order)
The little bugger needs to understand that when mistress says she wants something accomplished it needs to be done.
I'm fairly tolerant but i think i will need to change that so that she gets her house more in order both for her sake and that of her pet. too long has he really been running the show the problem is where real life and play intercede.. I think in order for me to take control i need to take all control and i'm not sure pet wants that.. He still has a say for many things. Finances, big decisions, and such and while it's great to think about him having no say i'm ot sure it would work if he didn't We work well as a team.. well in most cases but we both are over spenders by a large amount and while it's not on me that I spend over on generally it's the kids or things like food, what I wouldn't give to be handed a few hundred and told here go by whatever you want no problem. See there is double standard in our house, He spends what he chooses generally when he chooses.. New glasses, who cares if they are over budget, New shoes yes i don't "need them" but i want them and who care about the amount, new receiver while that one he ran by me but i just kind of the did the shrug what ever you like babe, and here is where the double standard comes in.. I buy glasses I go cheapest set i like (otherwise he gets grumpy) shoes again I go cheapest and he still gets upset, buy a big ticket item on my own?? Haha never would dream of even mentioning it cause i'd get my head chopped off..
I've learned to be happy getting what i can for the cheapest i can even if the runners don't support as well as they could, or the glasses aren't brand name and neither are my clothes, I take pride that I actually make it work but sometimes it would be nice, now I've mentioned this to him before his answer, get the phone thing off the ground or when you get a job, like it will solve the problems in all honesty I don't think it would.. I think he would take it as the ability for him to spend more and me to still have to jusitfy every expenditure.... WOW I have totally gotten off the topic I was writing about you know you spend to much time thinking when....
Back on topic, I am not sure where or how it would work for us to be in a female led relationship 24/7 while i think it's a great fantasy I think in order for that to work he would need to be more slave then not and i'm not sure he is there. I would love to be able to sit back and trust that if i say do something he will but I don't trust that he will. I think in the long run he is to independent to ever give me that control despite what he may want and unless i broke him and i do mean brake him to an inch of his life, (he would leave me first) it will not happen.
so instead I think i will be happy getting him to a point where i don't have to ask twice for some items and have him carry on as my pet when we are able to... now just need to remind him that i really do relish this role think that will start tonight