cuckholding is the life for me

it's amazing the turn around that i have been feeling lately. I cuckolded Pet truly for the first time last week. before this Pet has always been in extream proximity either in the room, or in the house. Last week I went to another mans home and had sex with someone other then my pet without him around at all. It was a liberating experience that evening I learned that I can do it, that i am diserable when he isn't around and that my pet loves me. I was worried about the reaction i would recieve when I got home as this was knew and i had had mixed emotions from him before instead he gave me hugs and kisses. Mind you the last few days have been extreamly busy and we haven't had much time to talk I think we are both good with it. I think pet is starting to think it's better to do things this way because he hasn't been interested in meeting others I do have another guy that I want to meet with this week for a play date but in his case we do have to meet here and pet doesn't seem a that willing to do so.. but without paying for a room somewhere this is the only option.

i want to keep pet in a sub frame of mind but we have run into a problem he needs to cum so he can focus on his work and other stuff. I'm unsure of how to deal with this issue I hate having him cum because he just loses the reason we have our relationship the way we do.

On to other topics.

Pet is taking off for the weekend that is our anniversary, I gave him permission for this but i'm so sad about it But i realize that he needs time away from us too. So permission has been given and I'm happy he is going to get to do something he loves to do. I think this is what he needs to get some rest and relaxation.

But at the same time it's our anniversary and we haven't done much for our anniversary the last few years and I do not want it to become just another day. We have been married a long time and I think I have the right idea by wanting to celebrate the love and life we are building, I think no I know that we should take the time to show that we are still together and have built a life and family we can be proud of.

I think i mentioned before that I received the boots D.O.G bought for me, they are all lovely but I haven't had a chance to wear them more then for a moment and haven't taken pictures of them. I do plan to do so as well as a photo shoot of some provocative posses as well as some motherly ones. I think we will try to do this tonight after our commitments for the evening are done as there are people waiting on the pictures and i want everyone to be happy.