no i haven't abandoned the blog.

the title says it all, I haven't abandoned the blog, but I have been extremely busy, Must make time to blog it helps vent.

Things are busy and they aren't likely to settle down for awhile, Play has come to a stop although I do not think pet is helping in that department. I feel overworked and overrun most days, as i have taken in a child to care for during the week, add to that the children we already have, a house that needs to be cleaned the laundry that needs to be taken care of, the not 1 but 2 home business I'm trying to build and I'm tired. a perfect example is this weekend,

pets says lets clean the house.. it's been a week and I know things need to be done so agree.. we start, i vacuum, clear the floor spaces, sweep and the house is starting to take shape.. he starts to get fussy, organizing sorting and getting really nothing accomplished that needed to be done.. then Saturday night I take a turn for the worse, (kitchen floor still needs a washing upstairs could use a good overhaul..this doesn't get done...) Sunday I am still feeling poorly Pet lovingly makes breakfast I'm pleased..) he however doesn't clean up his mess.. the kitchen is a disaster zone.. proceeds to go downstairs is kind enough to have the children follow however the kitchen is still a mess and he comes up at 1 proceeds to ask if I'm making lunch, instead of him doing so and does this the rest of the day.. I make lunch and supper and he doesn't clean up after.. I was sick.. not just ill.. my body ached from head to toes, my head hurt and was going back and forth from having a fever to feeling as chilly as all get out. it was extremely tiring as my body wanted to sleep and i didn't dare for fear i wouldn't sleep Sunday night and would be unable to child mind like i was supposed to.

now today I'm watching children... trying to play catch up and feeling tired already.. and feeling that my pet doesn't really want to make my life easier but instead expects to be waited upon, he forgets that if he wants to play he needs to take care of me so that I'm willing and able to play.. I fully get that he works hard at work too.. but i still don't believe that his job is harder then mine.. mentally perhaps. but looking after children especially the amount i deal with and 2 of them being under 2 doesn't exactly mean I'm sitting on my ass eating candy or sitting at my computer actually today is the longest I've spent at it in one day in the last 2 weeks. and that is mostly to doing home business stuff.

Anyway that is all.. for now anyway not exactly sexy reading but sometimes a mistress needs to get it out so that she doesn't strip the skin off her pet the next time he is under her strap.