Been Forever

I know I know it's been forever again..

life keeps getting in the way... It seems whenever i'm in the mood, or thinking about things kids are in the way, life is in the way or physical issues get in the way, even while writing this so far i've been interrupted 2 times.

I'm happy to say that my confidence is up I've lost 30 lbs in just over 6 months. I think pet is super excited. he's been enjoying the new me a lot more lol.

now if only we could enjoy more play time.

we did get some play time last night it was fun.. pet though seemed to not enjoy the beating as much as i had hoped.. i'm hoping that i can get him to a better spot tonight.

I think I need more practice and learn how to hit better but at the same time it's hard to get more practice. I so enjoy my pet being able to get off on the beatings and getting him in that space.

It's so hard to get play time in, and the toys we want and the clothes we want and go to the events we want.. between money and kids and real life responsibilities it makes it so hard to live the lifestyle I want.

oh not to mention the lack of good sites that are free that hook up people that are in the same categories. try finding a well hung attractive bi sexual male who wants to play with both partners.. man that's difficult or even finding a young attractive well hung male that is willing to screw in front of your sub..

or a gay or bi male that wants to screw your sub infront of you. so many many difficult issues. lol