for cryn out loud

here we go again,

pet has come down from his high sub activity and i get nothing but attitude. Pet has his moments but not two minutes ago i get snapped at *sigh* now i don't care one way or the other but the hot cold shit needs to end. his attitude has sucked i'm ready to say no more cumming ever because this is a constant thing when he has cum more then a few times and it is enough to piss me off!

Pet needs to start treating me with some reverence if he wants to have me as his mistress

it would have worked just as well to go "no go have fun i do not need to be there" and when did i say that i was only meeting for a drink? i figured i'd meet this new guy for a drink and if i was comfortable i was planning to go suck his cock and have him fuck me. thank you very much

I'm not sure what he though or what he thinks but i just wish the attitude would end and he would either tell me what he is thinking or stuff it. I guess i just need to be more dominate? stop being nice and waiting for him to be in the mood and use him as the toilet and little sissy he is. I'm just never wanting to press things as it has never worked me pressing in the past and usually results in arguments and that just sucks.

I just wish things would get easier and less complicated