wow my last post turned more into a bitch fest then i had thought it would so wanted to talk more about the things i am enjoying, p

Pet has been spending time between my theighs and ass and i am enjoying his efferts a lot i would love it if he tried to spend some time finding my g spot and getting me to come.

I also wish pet would put his collar back on I also want to give pet a nice beating but i know for that to work he needs to be in the right mood and so do i so hopefully this weekend. so many thoughts and not nearly enough time lol but i truly do love my pet and want him to be happy so will do all that i can as a mistress to take care of him as well as giving me everything i want too.

sometimes though i just wish pet and i could have a normal marriage so that these issues and confusions wouldn't come up. don 't get me wrong i enjoy the kink but sometimes i wonder what we would be without it i think we would still have a close relationship but i wonder if we wouldn't have our secrets or if he would have cheated or any number of things but i also wonder if maybe i wouldn't be so controlling and suspisious and worried urgh... hate this type of mood and wish it would bugger off just want my pet and i to be happy and kink is one way we are doing it so it's all good right?