Been awhile

I know it's been awhile.. bad me.
It's been hard thinking of what to write let alone write it.not from lack of things going on..but maybe that to much is going on. If you read pets blog it tell whats been happening. he is locked in his belt and is staying that way for 3 months. during that time if he's a bad little boy, i get to add time onto the calender. I think right now he's at 40 days. it should probably be more then that but but we have to break him in somehow so we'll probably leave it at that for now. although watch he'll read this and think he can get away with something and i'll have to double his day count. if you read his blog you know that he has been quick to temper, by his own words. he has been extreamly moody to the point i keep asking if he is grumpy because he just doesn't seem happy. Having read his blog i seem to get it but for awhile I was thinking it was because i had started my search for a lover and had brought someone home. that and I had my Sir over to play not long ago either.

Because of the way he's been acting i keep thinking I should postpone things and perhaps not take a lover, which is kind of not the issue right this moment as I cna't have sex until my gyno clears me since I had my tubes tied. looking forward to not having to worry about having another baby. 3's enough thank you. :)

of course with the surgery i am unable to lift much of anything, which required pet to do more then he would normally have to do.

I worry about pets behaviour getting more in the way of everything but at the same time I don't want him to get in his own way or what we are starting to build. we've been together 11 years but this is all still very new and i don't want it endangered. lol as funny as it is, i was always so hesitant but now i seem to be finding power and enjoyment in it all.

all for now..
kisses
Ayden